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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Quick recap.
SUNDAY- 010707
Having a damn fucking bad headache.
Ahdee was damn nice please.
She FORCE me, FORCE okay.
Force me to sit at the aircon below & she dun let me stand up & do burger.
Den she keep asking me eat chocs cos it helps.
Bleah, its like after sucha long time, i actually felt being very loved & protected.
Yeah so feebull was also helpful!
She did hotdog alone, wthout ANY COMPLAINS!
Even when she jam okay.
Omg, i super love these two!
& my dear ahda tooo!
MONDAY- 020707
Was having a damn fucking bad bad bad headache!
Crawled outta bed to go school.
Didnt study much for Hs1091.
Attituded to feebie over msges.
I felt so damn fucking mean to scold her just cos i was pms-ing.
& when she reply me one cheebye, my tears immediately rolled down my cheeks.
Its like, feebie would only call me a bitch or fucker at most.
Never in our 5years of friendship she called me cheebye once.
I felt damn fucking mean.
& so i was also very vexed over many things.
Den i kept thinking thinking until i reached bedokinter.
Which means, i cried all the was from i board the bus to inter.
I hope no one saw.
I just wanted to cry it all out.
Idk, its like poly life is so stresful for me.
Okay i hate myself for being so damn fucking emo.
So when i reached work, was quite happy luhh.
Saw XIUMEI!
& did hotdogs with her.
So kitchen have spring onions,
den i like use fries & make many kinds of fries to eat.
LOL.
Like kfc the cheese fries!
But my is tartar fries!
HAHAHA.
Work was pretty alright, just tht the headache kills me.
TODAY- 030707
Woke up, emo again.
Went to school for tutorials only.
Yeah as usual, skipped lectures, AGAIN.
Den, know from audrey & hweeling tht dearest is not attending lectures & not tapping card too.
Got worried, msged her.
Grrr, she's like so stressed up.
Den i also cannot help anything.
I feel so bad.
The only thing i can do is, idk, NOTHING.
Omg, i feel so loser.
Oh so toook bus to inter again to go school.
Felt emo.
Saw school with sacians around the library.
Thought of mrs joseph.
The days where we had to go back on saturdays to do our coursework.
& how she would ask her maid to make very very yummy sandwiches for us.
& how feebie would always sit beside me playing the 再见 song & how i would say its a funeral song with cheryl!
& how, pauline & i would play 玩火 together.
& how, me & cheryl would go buy mrs joseph's most favourite teh tarik from the prata stall.
Sighs, poly life is so fucked up everyday.
You have to worry about attandance, being late for classes thus being marked absent, & even the slightest thing like what to wear today.
Omg, in sac, i dun even have to worry so much.
Its like im the happiest kid ever in Fourfour.
But now, im like the shaggiest girl in my damn fucked up class.
& i really fucking cant stand SOME of my classmates.
Idk whats up with them man.
Cant we just have peace among ourselves?
& so, i teared again. =X
Went work, hoping to feel better after seeing those people.
But, my mood was made worst.
But pam's msg kinda cheered me up.
Like we talked about gst & how she told me 2% of 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 bucks.
LOL.
It made me laugh.
Its pam, NOT doggies. )):
So obviously i wasnt feeling okay, so everyone started asking why my face so black.
& obviously i wont say im emo-ing, so i just replied tht im tired.
Gosh, time past so slow today.
Its like fuck can.
So after tht ahda went out for a very very long time den he came back.
Den GM asked why he go so long like say he so unreasonable never tell people, yadayada.
& i think ahda got pissed of something, he took his bag, went to kitchen to tell zhenmin to tell jiahui (who was shitting in the toilet at tht point of time) tht just count him clocked out at 730.
Den after tht, GM said i would not see ahda tomorrow alr.
Im like WHATTHEFUCK.
& he goes on saying how unreasonable, how can he walk out so long... AGAIN.
Wahh den me & zhenmin tolly tabulehtahan we shot him back like fuck.
Zhenmin was the coolest.
He just tolly went "Ahda told me when he went out. Now he go right, dun tell anyone about what happen. & i will do griler clean up."
Wahhh i swear zhenmin frigging nice please!
Yeah so after tht i helped in cleaning for zhenmin too.
Den took train home with zhenmin, nowell & shirley.
Msn-ed with feeebie,
here's the bits & pieces.
HELLO HUIJIETEO, PLEASE DON'T BE EMOTIONAL (: says:
remember, even if the whole world drift from you, you're gonna be stuck with me and i ain't gonna let you go!
SOCKYS. ;frogGIE&frogGAYxDD Ifuckingmisssamantiosomuchsomuch. ): says:
wahlao, mike today damn fuck okay
SOCKYS. ;frogGIE&frogGAYxDD Ifuckingmisssamantiosomuchsomuch. ): says:
piss my dear ahda off lohh!
SOCKYS. ;frogGIE&frogGAYxDD Ifuckingmisssamantiosomuchsomuch. ): says:
fucker okay
HELLO HUIJIETEO, PLEASE DON'T BE EMOTIONAL (: says:
kk
HELLO HUIJIETEO, PLEASE DON'T BE EMOTIONAL (: says:
chill
HELLO HUIJIETEO, PLEASE DON'T BE EMOTIONAL (: says:
the problem with you is you care abt others too much la
HELLO HUIJIETEO, PLEASE DON'T BE EMOTIONAL (: says:
u think for others too much then u got many problems
Blahh, idk man.
Im pretty worried about ahda now.
Its like den just now closing ahfang came back.
Den i ask him about ahda.
He told me tht is mike want ahda to work till closing cos no people.
& den he ownself piss ahda off.
I mean, hello, ahda doing you a favour loh.
Urgh, i really duno.
I dun want ahda to be sad.
Ahda sad, the kitchen would have no laughter.
Nways, toms have feebie, pbx & dee.
I hope its gonna be a better day.
& toms is grandpa's death anniversary.
Grandma, dun lose hope.
We're all waiting for you to come back home healthily.
Feebie drew this for me luhh! DAMN SWEEEEEEEEEET! <33333>
I like the gap sorta pullover. Im gonna buy it next weeek! x)
My cute ahdeee! (:
& omg, everytime i see these pictures, i feel like crying.
Its like i feel so damn drifted from them alr.
Everyday for me now is school, work, school work, & more school & work.
I dun even have time to think about the memories i had with them.
Its like when i opened my blog & saw sam's tag, i teared.
Yes, AGAIN.
3 Jul 07, 18:16
Samantio.: hjt,where have you gone to);
No wonder feebie said this.
HELLO HUIJIETEO, PLEASE DON'T BE EMOTIONAL (: says:
i think you cry a bucket this week
Well, but at least sam still cares. (:
Its like when im at my ends, she's like the one who's pulling me back to track & continue my life properly & happily.
I hope this time it would be pretty much the same again.
I miss her so much so much.
Sam if youre reading this, youre one tht i'd treasure the most.
LOVE.
7/04/2007 01:01:00 AM
Past!