Thursday, July 14, 2011

Today is mommy's birthdayyyyy. Didnt buy her any gift, just a cake tho.

Anyway, it's been really long since i had a good chat with zx, it was great, i actually kinda missed him. Heh.

As the end of the sem is nearing, i'm beginning to be frightened. I'm afraid of the life without those sunshines around me everyday. They were my everything, since i lost my one & only last year. They were the ones who picked me up, the ones who had the smiles put back on my face. Everyday, i'm living my life in school happily. Treasuring all the times with them during breaks & after school. Even go home early just cos i could be with them for just a while longer while walking back to the int. Silly of me, isn't it?

I hate myself now, to be honest. I hate how my emotions took over control. Where was the hjt who said she didn't care? Someday, i'll do fine.

Gonna miss you, you, you & you.